Too Early!!!

Both my girl woke me up at 6:30 this morning, I love getting an early start on my day it feels like I have more of a day but this might be a little too early!! I guess I'll just have to take advantage of this and start my chores now and try and take the girls to the park this afternoon.

Emily Faulknors pics

Emily you are the most amazing photographer ever!!!!!! I cried when I saw these you made us all look so beautiful, and I love you artistic touch.

Gosh I love my kids!!!

My Life is Too Busy!!!

I thought being a stay at home mom ment things would slow down and I could sit and read books to my chidren for hour and hang out with friends anytime I wanted but I'm coming to the realization that is very much NOT true the house get dirtier and more clothes need to be washed, more dishes get dirty and need to be cleaned, the girls make way more messes and there are just not enough hours in the day to get it all done,the same stinking pile of clean clothes have been thrown from the bed to the floor 3 nights in a row and everyday I throw them back on the bed and say to my slef todays the day this pile is going bye bye and in people drawers, and to no surpries 11:30 pm rolls around and I walk back in my room and push them back on the floor!!! (Wow sorry to all you grammer people out there that was a very long run on sentence. But I'm going to leave it for funs sake.) On the up side I feel happy right now I feel like the girls and I have been having good days we laugh alot and play alot , which in turn makes the messes I never feel like cleaning up.
Oh yeah exciting stuff Emily took our pictures last week so I should be posting some ways cute pictures soon !!!! I jus tlove her work and can't wait to see how they turned out!!!
Ryans been busy too he's taking classes at simpson and has been doing alot of homework and/or in class. I'm so proud of him though its alot to take on with a full time job and a full time family to distract you.

Ok while I'm on a roll I have question I know I've asked this before to some of you in person but I'd like to see what all of you think..... I have my brothers wedding at the end of Aug and its a no children allowed wedding which I'm am totally cool with in fact i'm happy about it Ryan and I havn't had more then 3 hours alone for the past 2 years and we need a weekend away. Anyways Ryans parents are taking the girls roughly 48 hours and well little problem Morgan still wont take a bottle. I bought a Adiri bottle ( top of the line nurers bottle$12.00 of one little bottle) last week and well it's not goin g so well she just screams bloody murder like someoen is killing her. I really need to figure this out everyone has told me it will work it's self out but I can just see it now Aug rolls around and she's till not taking the bottle and we end up taking her in turn Ryan and I's romantic weekend with no kids turns into Rachael running out every 2 hours during the wedding and recption to feed the beast! Any ideas? Has anyone one ever did the "when she's hungery enough she'll eat" theroy? I hear that alot and it scares me to try.

Any ways long story short I'm good,my house is messy, but were having fun making the mess and my only big stress in my life is how to get Morgan on a bottle.

5 years!!!!!

On the 28th Ryan and I will have been married for 5 wonderful years. In that time we moved 4 times, put Ryan through college, traveled to Mexico, Flordia, Oregon, North and South Carolina, and to Fresno CA more times then I'd like to remember; we had 2 very beutiful girls Madison and Morgan. We faught some, laughed lots and made just as much love! My husband is a wonderful man and I don't think I tell him enough how much I appriciate his kindness, he brings me flowers for no reason and kisses me in my sleep, and does way more dishes then any man I know!!! He works hard every day to supprot his family and comes home to play! He prays with the girls before bed and changes lots of poopy diapers!!!

Being married for 5 years blows my mind!!!! Times goes by so fast!! What I love the most about our marrage is Ryan's my best friend, he'd the one person in my life that lets me down but always raised me up again, hurts me but feels my pain, he's been mean but always said he was sorry. No marrage is perfect but I really feel good about mine, Ryan and I know each other so well he knows when I need a hug, and knows when I need a break, and in turn I see when he hurts but thinks he's hidding it, I also see dreams in his eyes, he wants great things for our little family. I am more in love today then 5 years ago it's very much a different love, the Bible says "the two become of one flesh" and I truely feel that with my husband I don't make any desition without thinking about Ryan, I don't have a feeling without him in mind.

I love him with all my heart and can't wait to see what the Lord has for us in the next 20 years!!!

Tuesdays Mom's Group

Here are a few pictures I took of our fun day, I love this stuff!!!

The Best Day!!!

I've had such a good day and I wanted to tell you all about, I don't want my blog to be a grip blog and lately that's what it's been, so I thought I'd tell you about my great day!!
It started at 7:30 (not 6:30 cuz Madison slept in a little bit and Morgan fell back to sleep after nursing her at 7:00) Morgan was still sleeping so me and Madison made blueberry pancakes and shared breakfast together. Morgan woke up around 8:15 and we all got dressed and headed into town to pay rent and get a few groceries for dinner. Me and Maddie got Dutch Bro which was free cuzI had 10 stamps!!! Yeah!!! When we got to Winco I found that they had a two pound flat of strawberries for $2.95!!!!! (Limit one person customer) At that price we're sooo going to have strawberry shortcake for desert !! The girls were great, they sat in their seats like little angels and didn't whine the whole time we were in the store.... I know it hard to believe but it's true!! So as promised before entering I bought Madison a princes balloon as reward. ( She loves it)
When was got home I nursed Morgan, who latched on right away with no frustration screams (sorry if this is too much info but this is all part of my perfect day) and afterwards laid in her bouncer and stayed there very contently while Madison and painted outside, it was great we brought Madison's little table out and Morgan in her bouncer and we all played out there for at least a hour and half. We'd paint a little, go play on bikes then go back to painting and then go back to the bikes. I brought grapes out for a snack and we laid on the grass and made faces at Morgan.
Morgan fell a sleep for her nap around 11:30 and Madison and I ate lunch with Ryan who came home for his lunch break, Madison went down for her nap around 12:30 and here I am typing away with no distractions and happy sleeping girls.
And my days only going to get better cuz we have friends coming over for dinner, and I can't wait. Well just wanted to share my great day with all of you, hope your days is as good as mine!!!